Obsession

Lyrics: Matt Hawkins Music: Matt Hawkins I’m afraid I’ll lose all consciousness You say my name I snooze my consciousness There's a quarrel with this emptiness I can't let go of the emptiness And after a while I break down The thoughts are killing everything I have left I don't know where I'll go when they leave me alone Oh no, I fought a devil before He was smoking in an alleyway and crashed a bottle over my head How did the glass taste on my tongue? How are you not even having fun? Is it too late to get my refund? And when it's all said and done, I'm glad you took your time to write this in pens and pills Well, what’s this obsession? Worthless obsession I’ll set this on fire My rosary is on the ground Well it’s on my life, I’m glad so what’s the use of it I’m afraid I lost all consciousness You said my name, I fought my consciousness I hate myself and everything I'll stand for Everything I'll stand for is just rage And after a while I break down How could I quarrel with such a fine specimen? You haven't seen them 'til they walk out the front door Never knew there would be so much gore It's been a whole week since God left My pupils dilate and my bones shrivel My perfect teeth have been rotting since And my room smells of decaying filth Are you having fun yet? Does this humor you, tough guy? You're gonna get me riled up and rain a suppressing line of fire on both of our houses I'm fallen from the ways of what we breed Sorry I can't speak, hallelujah fantasy (Obsession) Well, what's this obsession? I’ll set you on fire With every inch, there is gasoline I’ll find a way to cheer up this party Break my foot Shoot my leg Bust my hip Punch my gut Crack my ribs Tear my arm Twist my neck Pull my teeth Bend my nose Gouge my eyes Shave my top Eat my brain Surprise me