Lyrics: Ethan Rotich
Music: Ethan Rotich
I try not to hold on to all of my fears
they float to the surface and then disappear
I wonder if they still exist way up there
or fade into air
they set the tempo and I tried to keep up
knew it'd be easier if I just gave up
all of my dreaming,the future that want
time is so fleeting,leading me on
gotta get better at things that I do and
I gotta stop crying or I won't improve when
I feel alive,I'll feel much more lucid
if I keep trying I know I can do it
so why does karma have a grip on me
blindly changing my reality
ahhh,one day I'll make a masterpiece
until then…
holding my breath I guess time marches forwards
missing the people I used to grow bored with
not that I need them I'm fine being alone
still think of them when I miss home
I gotta to get better at the things that I'm doing
there's no use crying I'm still not improving
but I feel alive now,swear I'm so lucid
spent too much time to still think I can't do this
I won't lie
oh karma has a grip on me
blindly changing my reality
ah,“so what made a masterpiece”
“what comes next”
I am not dumb,and I am not stupid
I know exactly what comes if I do this
read every warning,know them by heart
but it's not living until I see stars
and I'm not the one,who has all answers
don't know the tricks that will make it come faster
I'll be honest,although I'm unsure
right now I feel certain
I'll see myself on the surface
sometimes it
hurts to create,I feel it there
how my hands like to shake in the surface air
I just wanted to be you it isn't fair
it never is,on the surface
(´-ω-`)
sometimes it
hurts to create,I feel it there
how my hands like to shake in the surface air
I just wanted to be you it isn't fair
it never is,on the surface