Music: Joe Harris/Josh Crocker/Tom Henry/Finn Booth/Georgia Willacy I hope you find a way to deal with all the pressureĀ  Here's a lesson from my present self everything is overwhelmed Moments seem to counteractĀ  At times I wish that I'd go back and **** up when I had the chance I keep it on a need to know basisĀ  I'm basic, a bastard child, I'm a pessimistic mess and so I can't be wild Daddy's self destructive traits have seemed to plague his child like how do you think that I was swimming when it's clear that I was drowning Hands they fold like prayers scoop my youth up from the fountain, in search of something deeper so I'm trecking up these mountainsĀ  In nikey sweats and a worn out vest and some mashed up creps just to find that All I see is what could beĀ  Not what wasĀ  All my wants they seem to beĀ  My new needsĀ  And for once I'm breaking off cus I'm back not betterĀ  Secured some cheddarĀ  The ties been severedĀ  The storms been weatheredĀ  I catch my cruiseĀ  And change my views To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool It's cost my time And cost my prideĀ  It's crossed my mind that maybe I'mĀ  the author of the things I hate I hope in time I demonstrateĀ  On how to not disintegrateĀ  At sight of all the mess I madeĀ  Free'd up had to ease up so I'd see loveĀ  Im free'd up not a leader It don't mean muchĀ  I need ya to be eager to be ok to be alrightĀ  All I see is what could beĀ  Not what wasĀ  All my wants they seem to beĀ  My new needsĀ  And for once I'm breaking off cus