Music: Joe Harris/Josh Crocker/Tom Henry/Finn Booth/Georgia Willacy
I hope you find a way to deal with all the pressureĀ
Here's a lesson from my present self everything is overwhelmed
Moments seem to counteractĀ
At times I wish that I'd go back and **** up when I had the chance I keep it on a need to know basisĀ
I'm basic, a bastard child, I'm a pessimistic mess and so I can't be wild
Daddy's self destructive traits have seemed to plague his child like how do you think that I was swimming when it's clear that I was drowning
Hands they fold like prayers scoop my youth up from the fountain, in search of something deeper so I'm trecking up these mountainsĀ
In nikey sweats and a worn out vest and some mashed up creps just to find that
All I see is what could beĀ
Not what wasĀ
All my wants they seem to beĀ
My new needsĀ
And for once I'm breaking off cus
I'm back not betterĀ
Secured some cheddarĀ
The ties been severedĀ
The storms been weatheredĀ
I catch my cruiseĀ
And change my views
To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool
It's cost my time
And cost my prideĀ
It's crossed my mind that maybe I'mĀ
the author of the things I hate
I hope in time I demonstrateĀ
On how to not disintegrateĀ
At sight of all the mess I madeĀ
Free'd up had to ease up so I'd see loveĀ
Im free'd up not a leader
It don't mean muchĀ
I need ya to be eager to be ok to be alrightĀ
All I see is what could beĀ
Not what wasĀ
All my wants they seem to beĀ
My new needsĀ
And for once I'm breaking off cus