Lyrics: Elise Cook/Tom Gilbert/Sean Mariner Music: Elise Cook/Tom Gilbert/Sean Mariner I should be more motivated This isn’t how good stories are created Maybe I’m lazy I should be more concentrated Feel the fire burning to make it Maybe I’m lazy Or maybe it’s Three recessions in thirty years A handheld newscycle full of fear Maybe I’m just diluted by trauma From living in an endless apocalyptic drama Try to think of life somewhere secluded Why does that goal feel so deluded Maybe I’m lazy I don’t have the emotional energy To think of my own self so tenderly Maybe I’m lazy Or maybe it’s Three recessions in thirty years A handheld newscycle full of fear Maybe I’m just diluted by trauma From living in an endless apocalyptic drama The rich burning our planet to ashes Our own lives dictated by fascists How could I be feeling any calmer I’m living in an endless apocalyptic drama The spark left my eyes Once the gaping divide was lost On the horizon Maybe I’m lazy Heck if you say so Maybe I’m lazy Or maybe it’s Three recessions in thirty years A handheld newscycle full of fear Maybe I’m just diluted by trauma From living in an endless apocalyptic drama The rich burning our planet to ashes Our own lives dictated by fascists How could I be feeling any calmer I’m living in an endless apocalyptic drama