Lyrics: Jay Bizzy/Jonathan Salami
Music: Jonathan Salami
(Chorus)
I remember when my life didn’t feel so right
I remember feeling lonely laying awake at night
Tryna dive into my feelings but they felt so wrong
Tryna mend my broken heart but that shit so torn
I remember when my life didn’t feel like this
I be having mixed emotions got me in a twist
Just wipe my tears and stop this crying
Ain’t no turning back you crossed a line
(VERSE 1)
My brother locked up comfy he just waiting for his time
Yeah that boy he told on him but he ain’t even do the crime
I told my bro bro P I’ll have you to my last dime
You’ll be home in due time (oooh)
I used to know some kinda nigga’s that went undercover
Boy I know some type of nigga’s that would rob the robbers
Best think twice about that move they got sticks and choppers
You better duck and take cover (oooh)
Now my nightmares coming back and I can’t find a way to show you
And I’m missing how it was when I got to know you
You got me tripping if your feelings were ever even so true
I just wanna console you
Running up this cash, man I need some extra comma’s
I can never trust a bitch that weren’t before the come up
I got a nigga that’ll really come lock your block off
So you best not show off (oooh)
(Chorus)
I remember when my life didn’t feel so right
I remember feeling lonely laying awake at night
Tryna dive into my feelings but they felt so wrong
Tryna mend my broken heart but that shit so torn
I remember when my life didn’t feel like this
I be having mixed emotions got me in a twist
Just wipe my tears and stop this crying
Ain’t no turning back you crossed a line
(VERSE 2)
From the red busses to hoping out of German whips
Tryna get my neck glossing and put the Milli on my wrist
We had bare pockets, so of course they put him on a list
Thinking bout my Grandma and how she will be dearly missed
I can’t talk about my pain so I wrote it in my songs
I said sorry for my playing girl man I was so flawed
Man this life is a game but I could never be your pawn
So watch me take off and soar
I be stuck up on the past and how I done you wrong
I be laughing when I’m with you it’s your smile that I adore
I won’t ever have you leaving for your heart I go to war
When I look into your eye’s I’m drawn
I told my nigga P, Bro you’ll be home in due time
It’s written in the stars just sit back as they align
I told him trust in God, have faith and watch the Signs
Now sit back and watch me shine
(Chorus)
I remember when my life didn’t feel so right
I remember feeling lonely laying awake at night
Tryna dive into my feelings but they felt so wrong
Tryna mend my broken heart but that shit so torn
I remember when my life didn’t feel like this
I be having mixed emotions got me in a twist
Just wipe my tears and stop this crying
Ain’t no turning back you crossed a line