Lyrics: Lizzi Liu
Music: Lizzi Liu
You said you’re sorry but did you mean it?
Guess it’s easy just to act like it
Cause you never saw the scar that you left
I’m tryna heal, like you want me to
Pull me in and push me far away
Thought you knew I tried to just obey
Everything you made me change for us
Still not enough
I don’t know how to behave
Now I can’t wake up or sleep when I need
Oh it hurts more than I can feel
I’m tripping in a cycle, cycle
Been feeling like a psycho, psycho
Loved you in the wrong way cause I’m an idiot
Kept on losing you, and I
I deserve the hit, I know
You were good to me, it’s true you’re precious
Just a little hard to get well sooner
Toughest thing is to convince yourself of
Something so real, then just let it go
Never thought I’d be defeated like this
Wish I wouldn’t be so weak, so heated
Broken voice and heart, been wasting time
Got much to learn
I don’t know how to behave
Now I can’t wake up or sleep when I need
Oh it hurts more than I can feel
I’m tripping in a cycle, cycle
Been feeling like a psycho, psycho
Loved you in the wrong way cause I’m an idiot
Kept on losing you, and I
I deserve the hit, I know
You said it just hurts less each day
Why am I still running, running in the same race
The highway we were on the last day
I wish it never ended, wish it never ended
I’m tripping in a cycle, cycle
Been feeling like a psycho, psycho
Loved you in the wrong way cause I’m an idiot
Kept on losing you, and I
I deserve the hit, I know