Anxiously Living [Anger/ Bargaining ]

If I don't rap I might just lose mind Im so scared I might lose my life Cause I lost my love and she was young So live this life forever young in her Money ain't shit when you losing your shit **** therapy about to heal myself I'm so lit on this song right now Mama told live but baby boy don't die/ Don't be killed by grief you need some time Write them songs until you find yourself Mama don't know that baby boy numb Just another day I was crying myself to sleep If I don't rap I might just lose my mind I'm so scared I might lose my life Cause I lost my love and she was young So I love this life forever young in her eyes