Lyrics: Nicolet Heaton/Lauren Pisciotta
Music: Nicolet Heaton/Lauren Pisciotta
I'm a good girl gone bad
And I'm gone forever
Yeah
I'm a beast yeah, I'm a dog
You mess with me, I mess you up
You thought you could beat me down
But you were wrong
'Cause I'm a beast, yeah I'm a dog
I still remember what you forgot
I finally stopped caring
About the reputation of my work
Everything I said was the truth
And I meant every word
I'm, I'm just a girl
A good girl gone bad
And I'm gone forever, ever, ever (Hey, hey)
I still got the worst intentions
No apologies, I do what I want
And I do it with ease
Bad intentions, velvet lies
I warned you once, I won't warn you twice
I'm prepared to lose it all
Every chain you laid on me
Are you mad I cut through it
I meant what I said
I'm taking control
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
(Unavailable)
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
(Somebody answer, uh)
She's got anxious attachment bad
Still waiting on the love she never had
From her father who was never there
Now she's picking men who just don't care
Hyper-vigilant, can't let nobody in
We see you baby
Codependent, doing it again
I met a man, he seemed so fine
Love bombed me till I lost my mind
Showed up big then disappeared
Classic avoidant, just as I feared
I said, "Baby, what's your attachment style?"
He said, his what? (His what)
Lord have mercy
I just want someone who did the work
Went to therapy and healed the hurt
But everybody walking round here triggered
With their unhealed inner child
It's real, that's wild right?
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Daddy issues, mommy issues
Trauma responses on the table
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
(On the table)
Lord, can someone please do their shadow work
Before they come and do me dirty
Love yourself before you love me, honey love yourself
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
(Somebody pray, hmm)
And I confess (I confess)
I built these walls (Built these walls)
To keep them out (Keep them out)
But kept myself locked in (Locked in)
Lord, I got my own work to do
My own work, my own trauma to get through
(Get through it)
Dissociating when it gets too real (Too real)
Lord, gaslit, so many times I forgot what I feel
Forgot what you feel
But I'm doing the work, doing the work
Showing up every day (Every day)
Healing is not linear, honey (Not linear)
But I'm on my way, on my way
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Daddy issues, mommy issues
Trauma responses on the table
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
(On the table)
Lord, can someone please do their shadow work
Before they come and do me dirty
Love yourself before you love me, honey love yourself
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
(Somebody pray)
Do your work (Do your work)
Heal your heart (Heal your heart)
Just heal your heart
Love yourself first
Love yourself (Do your work)
Before you tear (Do your work)
Somebody else apart (Apart)
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable (Unavailable)
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
(Somebody answer)
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable