Music: Avrey Freeman/Damien Savoy
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
My bedroom is filling up with smoke
And Blink is still playing through my phone
I'm rolling this thing up to face it
Maybe it'll help me go to sleep
Lately, I've been feeling vacant
I really hope that you will notice me
The money make 'em think they love you
At least I was hoping it would
I can't put nobody above you
I know you was hoping I could
Everyone begging for something
Do you really even want it?
My parents really ****ing hated each other
And that's who taught me about loving
When Mama went missing, we stayed at my aunt's
We sharing a bed with my cousin
Them nights on the floor is the best, I guess
'Cause we ain't hear nobody fussing
**** it, I'll reap what I sow, though
I remember having no hope
Left me here to do this solo
Now I'm counting this money in SoHo
I remember being so broke
Now I can't do it pro bono
Give me a check with an O-O-O-O
Then add like four mo'
Can we start again?
Time slips through the cracks
Gave my heart in the end
And I can't get it back
We all fall, we all fall down
We all fall, we all fall down
Can we start again
This next time around?
How the **** could you leave me here
Crashing on my own?
Are you tired of me getting drunk?
Are you tired of picking the phone up?
Are you tired of saving me
Everytime I get low?
Are you mad I ain't home yet?
Are you tired of phone sex?
Are you tired of me doing shows?
Are you tired of me on the road?
I'm tired of being this tired
I'm tired of feeling this cold
I'm tired of living this lifestyle
I need me a change
I'd said I hated drugs and women
But I'm not lying today
I'm tired of being a person
Everyone thinks is fulfilling his purpose
You make me feel like I'm supposed to be perfect
Life only really feel good on the surface
Why does getting better make me feel nervous?
Do you feel the same thing?
My dad would rather overdose than get better
I'm feeling the same way
Can we start again?
Time slips through the cracks
Gave my heart in the end
And I can't get it back
We all fall, we all fall down
We all fall, we all fall down
Can we start again
This next time around?