Lyrics: awfultune
Music: awfultune
Rain rain go away
Come again another day
I wanna live forever
But mental illness gets in the way
I feel so compelled
When mania helps itself
I cut my bangs and dye my hair
I do it so well
Look how beautiful it is
I am not in charge of this
And when i calm down
I know that i’ll be pissed
There's something inside
That fxcking hurts me every time
I've tried every single pill to help me chill
And i’m not satisfied
One minute i’ll be fxcked
And the next minute i’m fine
I can’t believe myself
I'm overwhelmed
I think I've lost my mind
Don’t romanticize my life
I need a redesign
Don’t romanticize my life
I i need a redesign
I have the good days
Good phase
Feeling like i like my face
And body, taking pictures
Cuz i know I'm a hottie
Then the bad days, comes in waves
Feeling like i gained weight
Wish i could disembody
And be somebody else
Cause I'm unwell
I can't control myself
I'm asking for help
Theres something inside
That fxcking hurts me every time
I've tried every single
Pill to help me chill
And i’m not satisfied
One minute i’ll be fxcked
And the next minute i’m fine
I can’t believe myself
I'm overwhelmed
I think I've lost my mind
Don’t romanticize my life
I need a redesign
Don’t romanticize my life
I i need a redesign