Lyrics: Nicholas Coleman/Gabriel Edelmann
Music: Nicholas Coleman/Gabriel Edelmann
I don't really wanna talk about it
But I ain't really good at keeping silent
I'm really more than what you need from me
Even if its only conversation
I don't even know if you could leave a scar on me
Cold nights cold nights
Sleeping in my armour
I got horses out back
No sunsets in sight
Leave it up to God I can't
Leave it up to me I swear I'll fade away
You won't hear from me no more
I'm losing me and I ain't keepin' score
I know when I can't save me
No one can
I know myself
You used to be the one I loved
You used to be the one I trusted
Used to make all my choices
But now I'm in my liquor locker
You used to take
All of my walls and tear 'em down
Dead or alive
I'm good as the prior
Wonder who you're waking up with
And who you pretend you love
Beer bottles and cigarettes
Bad advice from your friends
The company you keep I know will keep you down
I don't know why I lie to myself about you
And what you've done for me
But two years ain't too long and I swear
I need less and do more but you won't
Mean no less to me
But I'll give her the rest of me
(Leave it up to God I can't)
Leave it up to me i swear ill fade away
You won't hear from me no more
I'm losing me I ain't keepin' score
I know when I can't save me
No one can
I know myself
You used to be the one I loved
You used to be the one I trusted
Used to make all my choices
But now I'm in my liquor locker
You used to take
All of my walls and tear em down
(Beat Switch)
I'm a pleaser, pleaser, I can't be pleased
Despite all the things you say you want from me
I'm not a keeper, keeper, I gotta leave
You can call me up
Just don't call me yours
I'm a pleaser, pleaser I can't be pleased
Despite all the things you say you want from me
I'm not a keeper, keeper I gotta leave
You can call me up
Just don't call me yours