Lyrics: Isaiah Kenneth
Music: Kastra Tinho
Look, used to prefer the winter cold
It left me numb to the world
It's so much harder to see tears fall when they instantly froze
I wish for summers filled with snow
But now my parents getting old, I see their joints hurt
I'll take the heat to let them indulge
Spent too much money filling holesΒ
I thought were emptied when those
Expectations never met, I shouldn't dwell, yeah I know
But how you wrestle with regret, the scoreboard look one
I'm trying to come to terms with sickness as my people get on
Ain't scared of Armageddon
I'm scared of losing all my feeling when this armour get on
Last year I lost a couple people, thought my heart would get on
But learnt it doesn't
You really just start dealing
Hope that feeling even partially gone
Sometimes I have to pause to catch myself
Mum lost her best friend, I lost my first love
And Steven lost a battle with his mental
I wish I could've been there every time, me too
But think I'll never get the chance again
I hope this winter's harder than yeah