Worn Prayers

I fold my worn old prayers beneath the wooden desk tonight So many wishes I once whispered to the dim and distant light I begged for endless love for fortune for a peaceful easy rest Life only gave me losses silence and a weary beating chest I’ve walked through broken vows through lonely roads and empty beds Now I no longer ask too much just let the quiet moments lead ahead I do not curse the roads that left my spirit worn and thin I turn my unfulfilled wishes into gentle quiet hymn I lay down all my worn prayers by the fading candlelight No desperate longing chasing fleeting wrong or right Time smooths my sharp regrets calms every restless midnight I learn to live with what the world has left for me to abide I watch the candle melt into a pool of golden wax All the frantic youthful cravings have slowly faded into the past I forgive the ones who left forgive my own impulsive wrongs No more stubborn waiting for the warmth that never belongs Some nights I still speak softly to the shadow on the wall Whispering those old worn prayers I never got to realize at all I lay down all my worn prayers by the fading candlelight No desperate longing chasing fleeting wrong or right Time smooths my sharp regrets calms every restless midnight I learn to live with what the world has left for me to abide Peace is not getting what you want It is accepting all you are given