Lyrics: Сергеев Сергей Алексеевич
Music: Сергеев Сергей Алексеевич
Tryna find someone
Who can listen
Every time I feel like
Something's missing
Torturing myself
Until it's bleeding
In the end
Somebody always leaving
Find that peace
So nobody feels
Like self drown
Lean on me
I'm not tryna
Do the homicide
Days like these
I should prolly
Take my own side
(Suicide)
I'm tryna make you do the shit
So I'll make my mind up
I feel like if stay with you
I'll **** my life up
I ****ing hate it
When I feel like I can't stop
Usually I think I really care
So I should stop
I can feel it
So I gotta let myself down
I can see it
So I gotta let myself drown
I let myself drown
I let myself drown
Luckily
I've found a way to see
That I'm self drown
Even if I try
Gotta set myself
On fire
Lying when I smile
Wonder how to
Stay alive
(I get it)
Tell myself
I Am fine
That I'm starting
Getting right
Time is passing by
Wonder how
Can I survive
No, what's the word now
Many tries
If I had just one more try
I never hated
The way you love me
But I lost my mind
I even tried
To change myself
But end up
On the floor
I always wanted for me
Something more
I'm tryna make you do the shit
So I'll make my mind up
I feel like if stay with you
I'll **** my life up
I ****ing hate it
When I feel like I can't stop
Usually I think I really care
So I should stop
I can feel it
So I gotta let myself down
I can see it
So I gotta let myself drown
I let myself drown
I let myself drown
Luckily
I've found a way to see
That I'm self drown
I can feel it
So I gotta let myself down
I can see it
So I gotta let myself drown
I let myself drown
I let myself drown
Luckily
I've found a way to see
That I'm self drown