Lyrics: Sarah Odubote/Mayowa Onaolapo
Music: Sarah Odubote
I thought we would last a lifetime.
I thought we were meant for each other.
I thought we would last...
A ****in' lifetime.
But all I was to you
Was a mere convenience.
You promised me the world.
And I believed it.
Because you seemed real enough
So I took in your bullshit.
But that's all it was
A ton of bullshit.
Stuff you didn't believe
But you made me believe it.
It's all good though
I was the dumb one.
I went ahead to delude myself
In a ****ing fake truth.
I don't really blame you.
I blame me instead.
I was too ****ing stupid
To see the real you.
But now it's all clear.
I never knew you.
I fell in love with a façade
I only wish I knew.
I thought we would last a lifetime.
I thought we were meant for each other.
I thought we were a match from heaven.
But it was all fake promises.
You was the Bonnie to my Clyde.
You was the wrong shit to my right.
You was the complete to my half.
You kept my company when I'm down.
I was the lost sheep that you found.
I would have worshipped off your ground.
The one I valued, that is true.
Thought you hid nothing, wasn't true.
We fight, we laugh, get mad and shout.
We lie, we're fine, we hide our scars.
It's like the Egyptian river.
We are in deep denial, it's fine.
But if there's one sight of excuse.
I would like to sort out our feud.
Wait what we had
I need to know.
Was it a lie or was it true?
I really need something to hold on to.
All those time we spent together,
I still hold on to.
I thought we would last a lifetime.
I thought we were meant for each other.
I thought we were a match from heaven.
But it was all fake promises.
You said goodbye and now you're back.
Apologizing for the past.
Expecting me to take you back.
Like it was nothing (it's in the past).
And it's still hurts
No, I won't lie.
Being lifted up to be thrown down.
I feel so used
It's not pretty.
But you might think I'm wasting time.
Standing my ground (just being petty).
I'm really hurt (not being petty).
Actions do have (consequences).
But you experience none of it.
Contemplating if all I knew was a lie.
Still don't believe this is real
Can't believe my own eyes.
I thought we would last a lifetime.
I thought we were meant for each other.
I thought we were a match from heaven.
But it was all fake promises.
I thought we would last a lifetime.
I thought we were meant for each other.