I can't eat
What the fxxk is sleep?
Too many bars up on my brain I can't remember last week
Oh shɪt, did we meet?
Your shɪt must be weak
'Cause if you'd like to claim I'm pretty sure that I'd be geeked
Fxxk all that bullshɪt you keep sayin'
I'm too young for hesitation
To be overly fixated on nothin' but medication
Where them bills at?
I do my pills for thrills
Makin' these deals that kill
My future filled with libation
Oh shɪt
I don't think I really truly know shɪt
I been tryna figure out my own shɪt
Oh shɪt, submit
Deny each and every wish
Think I got the upper hand now
Oh shɪt, I can't feel
This shɪt can't be real
Think I almost killed someone while driving off these pills
Think I might have killed myself but I'm just tryna chill
And if my heart stops these kids will probably know the drill
Paramedics at my door
'Cause I'm lying on the floor
Like these fxxkin' tumblr hoes acting like
We were bored
Being fxxked up is the new wave
Bɪtches claim to big fame
All that shɪt does is give you your own grave
Oh shɪt
I don't think I really truly know shɪt
I been tryna figure out my own shɪt
Oh shɪt, submit
Deny each and every wish
Think I got the upper hand now
Oh shɪt
Oh shɪt
I don't think I really truly know shɪt
I been tryna figure out my own shɪt
Oh shɪt, submit
Deny each and every wish
Think I got the upper hand now
Oh shɪt
Doctor won't let me leave
Say, "bɪtch, just go to sleep"
Locked me in my little room complete with full security
Fxxk-up facility
I need my mobility
Won't be empty threats there'll be regrets when you release me
Oh shɪt
I don't think I really truly know shɪt
I been tryna figure out my own shɪt
Oh shɪt, submit
Deny each and every wish
Think I got the upper hand now
Oh shɪt
Oh shɪt
I don't think I really truly know shɪt
I been tryna figure out my own shɪt
Oh shɪt, submit
Deny each and every wish
Think I got the upper hand now
Oh shɪt