Lyrics: TOJaden
Music: TOJaden
Arranger: EVO MUSIC
verse1：
i aint mean to mess up但我已经变了
never being loved so ill never ever spend love
i always feeling lonely feeling ****ing friendless
我并不是那样的你们都被我骗了
actually im ****ing pessimistic
thats not a normal thing i think that imma sick
记忆力没那么好痛苦的回忆却都记得
there's nothing in the world that is what I seek
hook：
im sorry i fall in darkness too deep
i cant find the reason I have to live
im sorry i fall in darkness too deep
i cant find the reason I have to live
im sorry i fall in darkness too deep
i cant find the reason I have to live
im sorry i fall in darkness too deep
i cant find the reason I have to live
verse2：
die痛不痛我真的想过好多遍
I hate life long对世界不再依恋
they said I'm wrong但我装作没听见
你们是过来人但你们没有我的经验
my heart so cold就像贴着冰面
脸上的憔悴也都变得那么明显
好几次莫名奇妙奔溃在半夜零点
我不再倾诉因为没人能理解
我不敢去面对不敢去表达
我是个冒失鬼总是把事情搞砸
没错我就是很脆弱我不像一个男子汉
因为我的心理防线早他妈的倒塌
I don't trust myself这是不好的
想要改变可是不早了
I don't trust myself这是不好的
但这是你们造成的不是我自找的
hook：
im sorry i fall in darkness too deep
i cant find the reason I have to live
im sorry i fall in darkness too deep
i cant find the reason I have to live
im sorry i fall in darkness too deep
i cant find the reason I have to live
im sorry i fall in darkness too deep
i cant find the reason I have to live
verse3：
为什么你们总是觉得是我不懂事
过去的回忆在我心里埋下种子
现在它在我的心里扎根不能控制
如果枪口对着我我可能会去送死
我无法忘记曾经我被如何对待
心里的伤口好像只会越来越坏
I hate it I wanna flee form the real life
pray the god to forgive me if not I will die