SORRY IM NOT A BOY

Lyrics: Trong Phuc Tobias Huynh Music: Trong Phuc Tobias Huynh The clock is ticking know ,the clock is ticking know . The clock is ticking know, the clock is ticking β€”β€” The clock is ticking know, the clock is ticking know. The clock is ticking know, the clock is tickβ€”β€” Oh I'm so sorry that I'm not the way you thought it was gonna be. You wanted different,I'm different, but you blaming me? I got this feeling I am being possessed. A lense that's made out of red,but I've been living that. Living like that, like that, what you mean when I say this? Everybody got a little love during grade six, guess who? (who?) Did disappoint a million voices, just annoyed like little boys (That's me) Only getting talked to for judgements (Me). Talking lot of shit when I'm absent (Me). Growing up means to learn to expect less. It used to hurt, now, I'm fearless. What's that hate in your eyes? Faintly disguised. Raining on me, like I'd ever hurt you. You know how it feels? Being destined to be worthless. From the second I was born into your world. Aww, need to cry? Like, Β I'm the thing to ruin your life? Like, aww, feeling spite? Like, you are not the reason why? Like, aww, is it true? That the world does not just spin for you? Like, aww, heard the news? That protecting your flaws is not the move? Like, aww, I'm so done, with all your bullshit, always, Β I'm so done. Am I not the one you could just accept for, who I am with all the parts of me? Say how I ruined you, when you ruined me, but missed that. What's the difference? What's the difference? What's the difference? What's the difference? Thought you'd know (know, know, know ) (Ah) It's just the same shit like: "Get off my faces I ain't got the patience" Why? Tell you again. What it is always with your wish for more was? Our last generation doing this shit before? (Doing this shit before?) Well, for me is obvious, you can't make it out. Is it funny for you idiotic imbeciles to falter at the slightest? And just living off of people that you feed off of. Like a virus just to nag about my life. (My life) And the way I suffer, like you aren't all the poison my entire life. Started to get the picture once I left, you're lashing out in way I won't forget. What's that hate in your eyes? Faintly disguised. Raining on me, like I'd ever hurt you. You know how it feels? Being destined to be worthless. From the second I was born into your world. Aww, need to cry? Like, I'm the thing to ruin your life? Like, aww, feeling spite? Like, you are not the reason why? Like, aww, is it true? That the world does not just spin for you? Like, aww, heard the news? That protecting your flaws is not the move? Like, aww, I'm so done, with all your bullshit, always, I'm so done. Am I not the one you could just accept for, who I am with all the parts of me? Say how I ruined you, when you ruined me, but missed that. What's the difference? What's the difference? What's the difference? What's the difference? I never got to hold your hand(Ahβ€”ah, ah) (Ah)I never made you understand (Ah, waoh) Am I enough (Am I enough). To get your love? (To get your love?) Or was it useless in the end? Aww, need to cry? Like, I'm the thing to ruin your life? Like, aww, feeling spite?Like, you are not the reason why? Like, aww, is it true? That the world does not just spin for you? Like, aww, heard the news? That protecting your flaws is not the move? Like, aww, I'm so done, with all your bullshit, always, I'm so done. Am I not the one you could just accept for, who I am with all the parts of me? Say how I ruined you, when you ruined me, but missed that. What's the difference? What's the difference? What's the difference? What's the difference? Thought you'd know (know, know, know )