Lyrics: Hxdes/Wesondacloud999
Yeah my mind is all messed up
不要说是别人 我觉得 自己都 不理解我
Right now I’m so Fed up
戒了14天的 香烟 掐在手指间 也已点火
跟孤独相比 更讨厌复杂的人际关系
指着我说要学情绪管理
要命的道理叫到一边旁听
明明很难过却得笑脸相迎
我死了很多次 cuz Overthinking Kills
想带上耳机 喝着啤酒 看着星星 Chill
Doing it for the love Not for the Bling bling Grillz
I wanna be the one ringing bells and bringing bills
我偶尔也会质疑自己 what else could I do if I don’t got a beat , man who puts food onto the table is whagotta be
Every time my heart says no , telling me we gotta leave , but then my mind reminds me that I gotta eat
When I’m surrounded by my demons baby don’t hold on to me
Yeah my thoughts are killing me
Baby I don’t want you to see
To See me bleeding and my feelings
Might just hurt you I’m insane
All I feel right now is pain
Cause all the pain got me drowned when you go,
Fine with all the reason, I don’t know why you’re choosing
Fighting of decision that I know that I can’t
Know that I can’t ,Now I’m pouring again
Bad appetite when I look back,
You say that you wish me to be doing all right
Girl, I fall in your love
I don’t wanna take it no more
I don’t wanna see you no more
Buried the past
Hear me and listen just like a broadcast
Nowhere I came from I still make a mess
Not fly shii to Saturn n ain’t comin back
Ay, I’m failing all my test
but stackin up desk
Never play wit my money
Way before I do the dash
Back in 2019 I was feelin so bad feelin so bad
Cuz I was lackin of cash
When I’m surrounded by my demons baby don’t hold on to me
Yeah my thoughts are killing me
Baby I don’t want you to see
To See me bleeding and my feelings
Might just hurt you I’m insane
All I feel right now is pain
I ain’t gon lie , trust nobody ,they gon push you aside ,很多事情都在掌控之外
Tryna crush me , got no mercy , 但不接受失败
I’ve been starving , nothing make sense , I’m just tryna survive
You feel like every thing is scripted , they call you pessimistic , cuz they …you know what never mind
That’s when I realize ain’t no respect without money and power
You gotta , you gotta put that in mind
When I’m surrounded by my demons baby don’t hold on to me
Yeah my thoughts are killing me
Baby I don’t want you to see
To See me bleeding and my feelings
Might just hurt you I’m insane
All I feel right now is pain
When I’m surrounded by my demons baby don’t hold on to me
Yeah my thoughts are killing me
Baby I don’t want you to see
To See me bleeding and my feelings
Might just hurt you I’m insane
All I feel right now is pain
Yeah yeah , all I feel right now is pain