Every time you hold me
I start counting the days
They said love is holding on
But the closer I get
the more I wanna run
It’s not that I don’t care
I’m just scared I can’t give you what you want
Your breathing right next to me
可我闭着眼 像一个人睡
Is this love
Or am I just scared to be free
Am I the good one
or just someone worse
Hiding the truth
is that mercy or just cruel
If leaving is an end
staying is a compromise
那我给的温柔 是不是 另一种残忍
Tell me
is this how you love
I’m not afraid to be the villain
Just scared you’ll wake up to find it was all a game
So I step back
till you stop asking
Then tell myself this is mercy
not running away
Your smile still cuts so sweet
我配合着 演得还算体面
Is this love
Or am I too weak to speak
Am I the good one
or just someone worse
Hiding the truth
is that mercy or just cruel
If leaving is an end
staying is a compromise
那我给的温柔 是不是 另一种残忍
Tell me
is this how you love
Maybe the cruelest isn’t walking away
是明明不爱了 还让你以为
I never learned how to stay
I just hate to cause you pain
不是好人
但也 没坏得 够狠
我卡在中间
恶心了 所有人