Lyrics: Shamlo Faek
Music: Shamlo Faek
Woke up today
But I wish I didn't
Can't stop this pain
It's just the beginning
I would of made you my wife
But all your love was a lie
I feel nothing inside
If I was lucky I'd die
What you did to me was so unforgivable
But I still think of you when I am all alone
My default is depression
Your love is a weapon
You're locked out of heaven
My shadow's the only one that's with me
I see your colors when you're walking away
Blue hour, fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour my favorite time of the day
You were the only thing I ever knew
Ten years of love didn't mean shit to you
Took you two weeks to find someone new
I hope your guilt kills you before I do
What you did to me was so unforgivable
But I still think of you when I am all alone
My default is depression
Your love is a weapon
You're locked out of heaven
My shadow's the only one that's with me
I see your colors when you're walking away
Blue hour, fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour my favorite time of the day
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feeling my pain
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feeling my pain
I'm obsessed with the thought of you feeling the way
You made me feel
My shadow's the only one that's with me
I see your colors when you're walking away
Blue hour, fifteen minutes of pain
Blue hour my favorite time of the day
I believe in you 100%
And I live for you
I love my life because of you
I am proud I am your mom