Lyrics: Jourdan Blair
Music: Nick Sterrett/Jonathan Scott
Rents due and I can see my Mummy panicking
I should grip the ting and start shooting like local camera men
Don’t know where my daddy went, I could pass as my daddy twin
Baby Mama drama, I slam the door on her angriness
Check Nick Stez he’s the pain, throw that sample in
Contemplate a cancer stick, hundred calls I ain’t answering
Bombarding me with text messages that just hold malice in
I’m cancelling anything that’s ****ing with my sanity
I mean I mean I take myself away from what is hurting me, more da people heard of me the smaller that my circle be, third degree, niggas try burning me internally but I can see them perfectly
Sometimes I feel like Hercules, sometimes I feel like Urkle B, sometimes I fall off and my mates come have that word with me, sometimes I’m on my game get me to the studio urgently, please take these words from me
Anything that drains you, got to got to go, its killing you off, its killing me off slow, slow
Anything that drains you, got to got to go, its killing you off, its killing me off slow, slow
People take me for granted, people taking advantage, questions that need some answers
If you see me as the mandem how come you can’t tell the difference between mental health and banter
Example look what happened to Fangol, a real top brudda but people labeled him mad though
And now he’s standing outside Cagla, speaking to himself it makes me sad bro
I mean I mean I mean I mean you say you are supporting me you can’t look me in the face when you do its kind of awkwardly
disloyalty got you doing stuff got you talking me, deal with them accordingly
Normally I can brush them off kind of formally
Family members warning me they don’t respect the all of me
I guess they’ll actually take me serious when they’re mourning me
I deserve some sort of peace
Anything that drains you, got to got to go, its killing you off, its killing me off slow, slow
Anything that drains you, got to got to go, its killing you off, its killing me off slow, slow
I’m sick and tired of being around people that just drain my energy
I’m sick and tired of being in places that just drain my energy
All these energy vampires trying to suck the life out of me
Uh eh no more no more
I want to be around people that uplift my spirit
I want to be around people that try and build me, we build each other man
We ain’t trying to kill each other, it’s not a competition ya know what I mean
Anything that drains you let go of that