The coffee cup still sits where you left it
Half full now cold like the bed we once shared
I trace the cracks on my phone screen pretending
They’re maps to the places you never cared
The TV hums some old show we used to watch
Laugh tracks echo but I don’t make a sound
I hate the sun for rising without you
I hate the world for spinning like it do
I keep the lights off so the walls don’t talk
And I don’t move just in case I lose
Your sweater smells like smoke and last December
I wear it thin just to feel something close
The mail piles up unopened envelopes
Of bills and things that nobody knows
The neighbors ask if I’m doing okay
I smile and say it’s just one of those days
I hate the sun for rising without you
I hate the world for spinning like it do
I keep the lights off so the walls don’t talk
And I don’t move just in case I lose
Maybe time will paint it different shades
But right now all the colors fade to gray
I hate the sun for rising without you
I hate the world for spinning like it do
I keep the lights off so the walls don’t talk
And I don’t move just in case I lose