Music: kais og/victrxw og/skele og/sewerperson og/residential og/frvr og
Smoking toxic in my bedroom
I don't wanna go to bed soon, too much in my head room
Tell me that we're finally through
Take my soul and consume, feel like I'm in a red room, woah
Pull the trigger fast, let the gun blow
Thought that we would be forever, what do I know?
Walls painted blood red, I'ma die slow
Haven't felt like this in years, this a new low
I was just in love with a ghost girl
And everything you do is just the most, girl
But still, I wanted you to come a little closer
I had to put an end to this, needed closure
Feeling fatal tonight
I cannot see blood in my eyes
I can't help but say I'm fine
I can't help but f*****g lie
Please look me in the eyes
Please just tell me not to cry
How can I make you mine?
When
I keep on fallin' and stallin' and runnin' away
You keep on callin' and callin', please just stay away
The teardrops keep fallin' and fallin', I just hate the rain
These feelings are clawin' and gnawin' right at my brain
One-twenty on the DVP, I barely had legroom
Blinded by the street lights, crashing through the bedroom
I just need some me time, nights that don't involve you
Just fight me with the flashlight, I'm standing right behind you
Watch this box break off the bumper off the Saturn
There's fire in her eyes behind the wheel like oil lanterns
Snow and hail, I'm coming back from this fall
The voice in her head is open up to a moss
These red lights and stop signs, the suggestions
To lose time but its brake pads make a weaponits
And she drives out the bridge across intersections
The high tide, she sits waiting for Heaven
I stare at the scenery, and I'm hoping I won't ever be found
My body turn to greenery, and I'm watching as my skin breakin' down
I remember everything, as I lay, it plays back
Things I wished you'd say to me as my vision going black
Em-empty bottles 'round my room, s**t got me spinning 'round
I send a prayer up to the sky, but he don't hear me now
F****n' wasted
Wish me dead, take me out
F****n' breaking
Hold up my head, my hands are bound
I keep on fallin' and stallin' and runnin' away
You keep on callin' and callin', please just stay away
The teardrops keep fallin' and fallin', I just hate the rain
These feelings are clawin' and gnawin' right at my brain
Pull the trigger fast, let the gun blow
Thought that we would be forever, what do I know?
Walls painted blood red, I'ma die slow
Haven't felt like this in years, this a new low
I was just in love with a ghost girl
And everything you do is just the most, girl
But still, I wanted you to come a little closer
I had to put an end to this, needed closure
Needed someone to say that they're sorry
Need somebody to say it's their fault, I can't carry it all on me (All on me; no)
'Cause you're just falling apart
Your soul is shattered to pieces
I'll play it back from the start
All those words, did you mean them?
If you just look at the stars
We can both pretend that we're dreaming
With each beat of your heart
Makes it harder to leave it
Smoking toxic in my bedroom
I don't wanna go to bed soon
Too much in my head room
Tell me that we're finally through
Take my soul and consume
Feel like I'm in a red room
I could change my ways, but you don't need us to cry
Cutting through the wind, I grasp for your voice in the snow
Cradle in my skin until I'm back and I'm home
So f**k you and your friends, I'll do this s**t on my own
What the f**k's it matter?
Blade inside my jeans, don't care what happens after
B***h, it ain't on me, I just saved the rapture
Could change my ways, but I'm the opposite way of the pasture
I found her on the other side
You look inside, she said, "We can die tonight"
C-cutting through my skull, I can make the sacrifice
(Yeah)
Said I wanna go, oh
Will I always grow cold? Oh
Like the knife to my throat, it froze
Taste the blood, let it flow, oh