Lyrics: Elena De Elía/Kate Brink
Music: Elena De Elía/Kate Brink/Nick Trap
I′ve got weight on my shoulders
Standards to meet
As I keep getting older
It's part of me
Hold my neck while choking up
Gotta stop myself from throwing up
F**ked up things while growing up
Sweep my shit under the rug
Told my mom it doesn′t hurt
I can't take more time from her
I know that she's got it worse
So heavy on my
Back pain back pain back
So scary
That the bad things just bounce back
So heavy on my
Back pain back pain
So scary
That i won′t change
won′t change
Didn't wanna
Be a pain in the neck
So I put it on my own
I′d do it
All over again
It's all I′ve ever known
Jumpscare every year
Little things just disappear
When my world's under attack
There′s no time to react
Hindsight, 20 years past
Old scars last and they last
I still try everyday
Try to take her pain away
So heavy on my
Back pain back pain back
So scary
That the bad things just bounce back
So heavy on my
Back pain back pain
So scary
That i won't change
won't change
So heavy cause
My pains back pains back
So scary that the
That the bad things just bounce back
So heavy on my
Pain back pain back
So scary
That i won′t change
won′t change