Lyrics: Eira Rhyddid
Music: Eira Rhyddid
Don't look at me
Can't stand my face
There must be something wrong with the human race
Can somebody please step up, take my place
Wrapped in your embrace
Is war
Knife to the throat
Blood already on the blade
I can't ****ing move
In so much pain
I wish I could choose
Don't wanna love you
The way I do
I don't deserve you
And you don't even know
How much it hurts
When it don't work
Every time we fight
And can't make it right
You're emotional
Oblivious
I wish you would take this serious
I think I love you
I know I tell you all the time
But it never get through, yeah
You just look so damn beautiful
And though I know you could never feel like me
Can't you just let me live in my make-believe
Fairytale?
Roll up, roll up, folks
Heart for sale
It might be second hand but it means well
And, yes, it's a little confused
Kinda broken and bruised
Don't underestimate its value
I'm tied to the railings
Shivering, shaking
Knowing that you ain't alone
And my hands are bleeding
My hands are weeping
From cuts I do not remember cleaving
Leave me
Just leave me
I can't look at you without crying
I can't think of you without dying
And you know that I wish I was lying
I still haven't stopped denying
That I care for you
I'm way too scared to admit that it's true
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much it hurts
When it don't work
Every time we fight and can't make it right
I am always there for you
Call my name
And you know I come through
Come running
Just for you
And it's nothing brand new
I just wonder how even after this
You can still treat me like you do
Going once, going twice, going three
Sold to you
In denial
Can't believe
You got all me but it's true
'Cause even though
You really know
How to drive in the knife
All it takes is one word to resurrect me back to life
Will you ever know
How much I wanna go?
But I can't leave
My heart's gone numb
I've fallen to my knees
I swear to God I'm so tired of feeling
I swear to God that I don't see the reason
I swear to God I don't wanna hurt this bad
Just let me fade away