Lyrics: TWINGAMEOVER
Music: TWINGAMEOVER
Arranger: TWINGAMEOVER
I told myselfI'm done this time.
SaidI'm choosing peace of mind.
Blocked your number, cleared my space.
Tried to leave you in a different place.
But I still check my phone at night.
Hoping that you hit me like before.
I know exactly what it is, but I still keep the door unlocked for you.
I hate that I still care this much.
When I knowit's never enough.
I sayI'm done, then Idon't.
Say Iwon't, then I fold. Every time I try to leave.
I just end up back in your hold.
I sayI'm done, then I stay.
Give you more than you gave, even when it breaks me down.
I still want you anyway.
Hey.
You sayyou're tired, butyou're still here.
Same story every different year.
We both know what this really is, but wedon't want to face it. We just live.
Try to walk away for good.
But something about you pulls me back.
Even when I knowit's wrong, I still find comfort in what we had.
We keep crossing every line, knowing we going to pay the price.
We say we done, thenwe're not. Sayyou're sober, thenit's not. Every time we draw the line, we just blur it on the spot.
We say we done, then we stay. Running back the same way.
Even whenit's breaking us.
Wedon't walk away.
Baby, I just like the chaos, chaos. Maybe Idon't want the peace. Maybe loving you is easier than finally letting go of me.
We say we done.
Butwe're never really done.
I told myselfI'm done this time.
SaidI'm choosing