Lyrics: Kirie Quackenbush
Music: Cougar Macdowall
I feel so happy today
It's too bad I have crippling depression
And it's just dissociate
I'm trapped here in this colorful delusion
Why can't we sleep or even cry?
Is it possible to die?
Am I even still alive?
Open my eyes
All I need now to survive
Is my friends right by my side
I'm so happy I could die-ie-ie
I feel so happy today
I can't throw this one away
Maybe it's not a mistake
To stay ali-ive
If this is all we can be
Got so much more left to see
So we won't give up today
We'll never die-ie!
Happy happy happy, I might just stay
Even though I'm trapped, and I'm not okay!
I feel happy happy happy, once in my life
Pretend I'm alright, when I lost my mind
Better yet, now here's my chance
Start again, new life, new dance
Gotta live with no regrets
Let it go begin again
And just be
Happy happy happy
Forever more
Just keep holding on here,
Together
I feel so happy today
It's too bad all I'm good at is lying
I'm at my lowest today
And all that I can think about is... (Jax?)
Why can I recall the way
I tried to end today?
Considering my body isn't mine
I know it isn't ordinary
Being here just doesn't scare me
No more than the thoughts in my head
No more than the things unsaid
Fall away from me
And leave it all to nothing more than memory
Where is she, what have you done now?
Great job, Rags, way to break him down
It's my fault? How could you say that?
You shouldn't be here, take it all right back!
When I leave today
Know they'll all say
Bye-bye Loser-guys, you're nothing but an a$$hole!
This some way to teach me a lesson?
Rather not have any emotion
Endless pain, but never abstracting
I'm so happy I could just... Hah!
Happy happy happy, I might just stay
Even though I'm trapped, and I'm not okay!
I feel happy happy happy, once in my life
Pretend I'm alright, when I lost my mind
Better yet, now here's my chance
Start again, new life, new dance
Gotta live with no regrets
Let it go begin again
And just be
Happy happy happy
Forever more
Just keep holding on here
Together