Departure (feat. Mixed Matches)

Lyrics: Connor Ducharme/Ed Barrios Music: Connor Ducharme/Ed Barrios In my memory I tremble I don't feel like I belong And a melody is holding what I feel I am lost But what do you decide you on And what's the worst you can't give up Because I feel like you are now you don't wanna let it go Don't tell me that I'll take it's time And I think I can make it if I stay behind But I don't wanna talk to you Unless you can find a better way That may never arrived but it's without you need And I will try to say That I'll pick up the pieces of whatever remain And if it's all the way then I will try to stay With everything that we will never remain Why couldn't you stay It's hard not to think about even though I try every day I tried to numb up the hurt it took the heart out of me It's time to choke on the truth that I'm never the same These drugs keep changing me up yeah they mold in my brain I'm drowning all of my fears doing the best that I can I'm walking through life without you might be a friend Cause it's ahead of me that I'm taking time And I think I can make it if I stay behind And I don't wanna talk to you Unless you can find a better way than Being never around But it's with agony that I try to say That I'll pick up the pieces and whatever remains And if it's all the way then I'll try to stay With everything that we will never fade You made a man of me that's all I could ask And Lord knows I am not perfect the devil know That I've been taking my time I've been moving too fast Highs below off the drink I watched em roll back And I wanna hurt myself but I can't do that Who make you proud when I get these racks I use my time to make amends Might help a stranger to be a friend I don't really care about what they think I'ma be myself I'ma do my thing All the people here that count on me Think I knew but now I see I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of people missing me If I knew you was leaving I would've done something so differently I see you in my dreams when we talk no that's reality When trouble come my way I know you always looking out for me I know that when I die we will meet You could follow me until that day arrive Thanks for everything you've done for me Done for me （Done for me） （Done for me） （Done for me） （Done for me） （Done for me） （Done for me）