However Hard I Try (From "Lady M")

Music: James Beeny/Gina Georgio I must do What is right Reveal the truth Bring it to light Why must this curse Fall on me? My friend is not my enemy If I must betray This man I’ve known for years It will live with me Till I die I won’t forgive myself However hard I try I know that I don’t have a choice But this voice Keeps pleading in my soul It’s begging me to hold back Forget and let this go But I know that I must take control So I must betray This man I’ve known for years It will live with me Till I die I won’t forgive myself However hard I try This is all my fault Why didn’t I stay Try to sway him Make him change his mind? I walked away Thought I have more time Why did I wait? Now it’s all too late And the only way that I can Try to make things right Is by exposing what he’s done And let them take his life As I must betray This man I’ve loved for years It will live with me Till I die I won’t forgive myself However hard I try However hard I try