If I Could Be More Direct (Tbh)

Music: Adam Haley/Emma Cors Silva Lyrics: Adam Haley/Emma Silva Been thinking about suicide Seems a little permanent arms are crossed, these wings won't fly i couldn't think to leave just yet cause whats the rush to get to the end? you’ve got a little bit more time to spend you’re lacking faith you’ll just wait and pretend Give me something else to believe in Cause i’ve been looking myself and i can’t seem to find a thing been thinkin about myself it makes me a little nervous if i will stay just time might tell but im not ready to leave just yet i always acted like i never cared but that's burden that i chose to bear the steps we take can be so unfair Give me something else to believe in Cause i’ve been looking myself and i can’t seem to find a thing Maybe i’ll spend time Just living my life And take in all of the things in my head I know that it’s fine Feels different inside Just like all of the things that you said oh hurry inside I think im going insane i’ll sit in the back and figure out my brain could fantasize But i dont know where to be what to see I think i really should be sleep distant nights where my imagination takes me i feel the cool breeze running thru my hair as i feel signs of comfort im out of time i feel it coming a singe of darkness under my skin and i dont know if i can stop it this time Give me something else to believe in Cause i’ve been looking myself and i can’t seem to find a thing Wondered how it felt When i could see through the fumes And a spark of hope just lit inside of me