Lyrics: Isabela Pierce
Music: Nicolas Kauffman/Isabela Pierce
im a crack in the pavement
a flood in the basement
a cut that only ever bleeds
i can't put me to bed
im the gun to my head
i'm the one that you want
but never need
all of this time
i let me believe
i can't be fine
i don't know how to be
mama look i'm crying
i don't wanna leave me here in the dark
i dont wanna keep one foot
out the garden anymore
(i keep doing it to myself)
there must be a reason for everything
every single little thing i break
oh how very deep is the well
in this catastrophic hole that ive made
lashing out like an unseen child
in a department store
now she's down at the local dive
dressed like a wh*re
all of this time
i let me believe
i can't be fine
i don't know how to be
daddy look i'm dying
i dont wanna twist that knife in your heart
i dont wanna keep one wheel
off the shoulder anymore
I keep doing it to myself
take the sheets right off this bed
i made so cynically
I might as well just throw the whole
damn thing away, im singing
mama look i'm crying
i don't wanna leave me here in the dark
i dont wanna keep one foot
out the garden anymore
(i keep doing it to myself)
daddy look i'm dying
i dont wanna twist that knife in your heart
i dont wanna keep one wheel
off the shoulder anymore
I keep doing it to myself