Lyrics: colliding with mars
Music: colliding with mars
I tried to vocalize my troubles but nobody would listen
I know I'm cryptic and I'm weird that **** comes off as indifferent
Keep an ear to the ground
Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)
Keep an ear to the ground
Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)
Where does the pain go?
Turns out that no one knows
You fed me a fable
And I followed the rainbow
Nothing is stable
I wish you'd just say so
I followed my dreams and now
I'm seeking salvation
Reset
No, I don't wanna feel that again
I would've been productive with my time
If I wasn't so scared of an outcome That didn't come true
Depressed
No, I don't wanna feel that again
I would've somebody if I wasn't so
Insistent on being a facade of myself
The panic The vomit
The panic The vomit
God loves his children
God loves his children, yeah
The panic The vomit
The panic The vomit
God loves his children
God loves his children, yeah
Keep an ear to the ground
Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)
Keep an ear to the ground
Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)
Where does the pain go?
Turns out that no one knows
You fed me a fable
And I followed the rainbow
Nothing is stable
I wish you'd just say so
I followed my dreams and now
I'm seeking salvation
Where does the pain go?
Turns out that no one knows
You fed me a fable
And I followed the rainbow
Nothing is stable
I wish you'd just say so
I followed my dreams and now
I'm seeking salvation
I've made so many mistakes and I'm sick of it
I don't wanna sing about how I hate myself
Anymore, I want it over and done
25 years have amounted to nothing much
Watching everyone succeed in the industry
Watching my hard work decay into atrophy
Watching my checking break even month after month
Watching tv turns my default mode network off
Eyes glued to screens for upwards of 8 hours
The media is god and I am a coward
Duality in knowing human creation's the
Meaning of life and I don't get a say in it
I just wanted to be somebody special
I thought I was seeking my parents' approval
In the end I failed despite how hard I tried
I guess it's time to hang it up and go swallow my pride
Where does the pain go?
Turns out that no one knows
You fed me a fable
And I followed the rainbow
Nothing is stable
I wish you'd just say so
I followed my dreams and now
I'm seeking salvation