Lyrics: Maya Malkin/Mike Belinki
Music: Maya Malkin/Mike Belinki
The love of my life and the most pain and strife that I've ever felt
They say love and pain are one and the same
And I think they're right
But the way that you spoke to me behind closed doors was never okay
And I pray that you don't speak to the girl you end up with that way
Cause you call me names
Then want comfort babe
As if l'm to blame
I have no sympathy for all your bigotry
What a shame
Our love went to waste
Begging me to stay
**** your fake chivalry, I'II keep my dignity
Goodbye abuser
I'm less of a loser without you around
Always dragging me down so
Goodbye abuser
Life will be smoother when it's not about you
I'm better without you around
You love to pick fights
And you hate when I'm right
But I usually am
Cause all that you do is antagonize and I don't give a damn
Bout the way that you used to say
I was looking for validation
In the ways that I would behave all the fictional situations
You'd make up in your mind, well l've made up mine so
Goodbye abuser
I'm less of a loser without you around
Always dragging me down so
Goodbye abuser
Life will be smoother when it's not about you
I'm better without you around
I try not to blame myself
Because you showed me someone else
Until you had me to yourself
That's when the truth came out
So goodbye abuser
Life will be smoother when you can't call me names
Goodbye abuser
What a waste
**** your fake chivalry
I'II keep my dignity