I'm Not The One

Lyrics: Eilish Gilligan Music: Eilish Gilligan sitting at my desk job tepid coffee, brain fog haven’t heard from you in a week or two never been so low what went wrong, i don’t know but i understood and the space is good i know there’s nothing else to say i thought that you would feel the same way what i really should’ve learned is that you’d take the final word so you called me to just when i’m starting to heal, yeah, you’re reaching out to let me know how you’re doing much better now is that your guilty conscience reaching out for validation? i’m not the one (don’t ask me to make falling asleep any easier for you) wishful thinking is a curse makes me wonder if you hurt well i hope you do you must’ve called with a reason to you’re feeling badly i would say but darling that’s the bed you made and it’s where you’re gonna lay you deserve it, by the way just when i’m starting to heal, yeah, you’re reaching out to let me know how you’re doing much better now is that your guilty conscience reaching out for validation? i’m not the one (don’t ask me to make falling asleep any easier for you)