Turn into the dusky side

Lyrics: PLUNDER Music: PLUNDER Arranger: PLUNDER Fall into deep self-doubt. If I have sinned, I should be judged and all that I am Instead of letting me be soberly banished to this world The pain is inversely proportional to the beauty I'm looking at, and the pain is constantly adding up Helpless, no one is willing to pull harder on the strings for me, pull the plug or pull back from the brink   I can't deny that it was a wonderful and memorable journey. But now the despair and hope of disillusionment, all let me hate all the experience   Hiding in the darkness is self-protection. Maybe I shouldn't have expected the light to come here   I'm sober enough to know I don't belong here, One day I will leave, carrying the sigh and lonely   Perhaps one day in the future, the past will be mentioned, I acted as if nothing had happened, but silent tears dropped on my heart