Lyrics: Theodore Kusuma/Yosua Coyo Wagito Music: Sandy Kurniawan Voices in my head Remind me of the choices I regret Shoulda said the things I've never said Before you're gone (Ah, ah) You left me on read When I just want your closure in my bed This is the closest thing I'll ever get To being loved (Ah, ah) I ran into you, how the time has passed All I know is that I'm here, red in my dress and my glass Having fun, are you? Well I'm having less What's the point of coming here if im just gonna see you text? So I say, "Am I not enough for you to show me love?" And you say, "You ain't hot enough, you didn't show enough" Then my jaw dropped to the floor (I feel like throwin' up) I can't take it anymore (I feel like blowin' up) Now I'm mad as hell, I know you're mad as well You said I wouldn't hurt you, at this point I might as well Spilt this wine on your shirt, it's less than what you deserve Swear to God I was so hurt that I went home without a word While all these- Voices in my head Remind me of the choices I regret Shoulda kept the things I've ever said And now I'm gone (Ah, ah) You left me in red And you're not walking closer to my bed This is the closest thing you'll ever get To being loved (Ah, ah) And I heard three knocks on the door, while I'm crying on the floor Then I went and saw your face but I don't want you anymore You just had to say "sorry" but how could I resist that sweet of mouth What am I thinking about? So we laid down on my bed Tryna fill the hole you left in my heart While all my thoughts are cloudin' in my head You slit another hole in my gut, I laid in my blood How could- You left me in red When you're the greatest thing I ever had This is the closest thing I'll ever get (Ah, ah, ah) ToΒ beingΒ dead