Lyrics: Clara Maddux
Music: Vasily Nikolaev
Arranger: Vasily Nikolaev
I wanna share what's in my heart
But my emotions tear apart
All the words
all the chords before they have a chance
I try to write them in a book
but all the effort that it look
I'll rip the page
and let the pieces slowly drift away
I can't escape
this feeling and
the shadows that it casts from its core
I can't find
a new light
to guide me back from the dark
Every time open up
this book of mine I always find
It's all lost, it's all gone
No thanks to the endless loop of
apathy, perpetually
tearing up the pages of
my feelings to nothing
And i~~~~can't make it stop
a melody
was effortlessly free
But now I only see
an empty diary
- rhythm -
Throw the notebook to the ground
To join the pages from its bounds
had enough
this feelings stole the passion right out f me
I lay my head into the hands
I'll given it that all I can
How do I
open up and let the words free
Oh I reach out
to find a song
to give it a meaning for myself
And I'll take hold
And I'll cling tight
But it always slips away
Every time open up
this book of mine I always find
It's all lost, it's all gone
No thanks to the endless loop of
apathy, perpetually
tearing up the pages of
my feelings to nothing
And i~~~~can't make it stop
a melody
was effortlessly free
But now I only see
an empty diary