still holding on

Lyrics: Tris/Bumpÿ Music: Bumpÿ Arranger: Tris Passed that diner off Route9 The one from all those summer nights Where conversations felt so long And staying up still felt alright Saw two headlights in the rain For a second time rewound Thought I saw that old car there Still waiting in the parking lot Months go by like nothing changed Friends all say“ it takes some time” But certain nights still hit the same Like part of me got left behind Some things never really leave No matter how far life may lead One old song, one street name sign And suddenly it’ s back tonight The way those late calls used to feel Like every bad day disappeared Now every little thing connects To someone I still miss like this Maybe one day I’ ll sleep alright alone Maybe one day this won’ t still feel like home Tell me the nights move on Tell me the nights move on Tell me the nights move on Tell me I’ m not still holding on Still keep old receipts somehow Inside the drawer beside the bed Little things that should mean nothing Still end up circling my head Tried deleting every trace A hundred times, maybe more But every time the screen goes dark I still remember what it was Most days pass like normal days Work, drive home, repeat again Then something small unlocks the past And pulls me right back in again No big ending, no last scene No shattered hearts on movie screens Just two people losing touch While trying hard to hold enough Maybe one day I’ ll sleep alright alone Maybe one day this won’ t still feel like home Tell me the nights move on Tell me the nights move on Tell me the nights move on Tell me I’ m not still holding on