Lyrics: yubo fan Music: yubo fan Lyrics: Coulson Fan Songwriter: Coulson Fan Producer: Coulson Fan When I’m halfway out the door But still crave something more I light the room and then I leave I laugh too loud so I don't bleed You said, “stay”— I said, “we’ll see” I don’t break, I just break free I run on spark, I crash on thrill I don’t belong, I never will When I feel too much, I hide Make a joke and change the vibe Say I’m fine, then change the plan Before you ask me where I am Every text I meant to send Gets replaced with “it’s the end” Not ‘cause I don’t want to stay I just never learned that way I keep my heart in shifting scenes Drive too fast between my dreams You think I’m fearless when I jump But I’m just scared to give too much When it’s real, I laugh and stall When it fades, I feel it all I live in fast-forward frames Where nothing gold ever remains When I’m halfway out the door But still crave something more I light the room and then I leave I laugh too loud so I don't bleed You said, “stay”— I said, “we’ll see” I don’t break, I just break free I run on spark, I crash on thrill I don’t belong, I never will What if I came back someday late? Would you wait, or would it ache? What if the one who runs the most Just wants to feel, but hates the close? What if the noise is just a shield For all the things I never healed? You call it chaos — I say, real And this is just the way I feel When I’m halfway out the door But still crave something more I light the room and then I leave I laugh too loud so I don't bleed You said, “stay”— I said, “we’ll see” But you still meant the world to me I run on spark, I don’t sit still I Never try to break and let it go Just let it go Just let it go Just let it go Never break and just let it go Just let it go Just let it go Just let it go Never break and let it go Just let it go