My Darkness Inside

There's a devil inside my body He is silent, he is mighty He gave you wings to touch the sky Feel the wind, feel the high inside Then he snaps your wings in two Like a coward, down, down, down Falling into endless night Where there is no sound, no light Only your own echo in the air You try to scream but noone's there You try to run but lose the fight You fade into the dark, the quiet Ican't stop the devil, here he comes again He crawls inside my head, he feeds on every sin He tells meI'm nothing, Idon't deserve to live Just close your eyes,it's easy, let it end I wanna kill this devil, killing myself Leaving everything behind I beg the reaper, take me now Ican't find the meaning of this life Everything is darkness, everything is silence Empty eyes, dark souls No voice, no beat, no pulse inside Until I become the void There is something dead inside of me WhenIdon't want to live, nothing stays, nothing keeps With the last strength I had, I learned these three songs This is one of them Please forgive me I can only comfort myself with thoughts of death Only then my heart can rest This song is my goodbye to the world you see Don't you cry for me,I'm just too tired to breathe Youcan't hear him but the devil keeps laughing He says:" you belong to me" I wanna kill this devil, killing myself Leaving everything behind I beg the reaper, take me now Ican't find the meaning of this life Everything is darkness, everything is silence Empty eyes, dark souls No voice, no beat, no pulse inside Until I become the void I've killed myself a thousand times in dreams With my electric guitar, the one I love Wrap the strings around my throat and pull them tight But every time I die, I wake to see the light Thedevil's still there,he's laughing even louder He says:" youcan't kill me, youcan't kill yourself either" He says:" you have to learn to live with me forever" He says:" this song, this is my gift to you" " Now sing it, make it true" There's a devil inside my body He is silent, he is mighty ButI'm learning to live with him To burn with him, to breathe with him And one day, when the war is done I'll knowhe's the reasonI've won I'll knowhe's the reasonI'm still here Still bleeding, still singing, still breathing with fear