Painfully Sober

Music: Edwin Chirino **** witta Spider Gang you get bit (I have to) I'll get the money next week, just- (Nah) Please, please I'm singing in the streets, out of tune (Out of tune) 'Cus I am sober now And my skin feels like it's ****in' crawling again 'Cus I just need one more hit just to feel okay I'm sober So painfully sober So painfully sober And I don't know what to do What to do What to do What to do **** witta Spider Gang you get bit All you mother****ers can't tell me shi Walk around the city with a goddamn bag When I was growin' up kids called me aβ€” (Shh) Now I can't numb my pain Don't care bout' the money and the fame (I'm getting really ****ing sick of this shit These drugs just make me fade away Always said you felt thΠ΅ same ol' way Like you used to Wish I nΠ΅ver used to like I did (Like I did, like I-) I don't wanna be sober Wake up think I finna lose my mind Why you leave me? Why you waste my time? Why you up there? Are you upset? (All this time) Now you can't come back The way that you left (I would make my meth) Don't know us, I don't know a thing about us White drugs, everything I need my drugs Shit busts, b***h bad but she playin' like Rus Lookin' back at it, can't believe that was us I know you see me hittin' up your phone You don't like to pick up But I wish you would (I wish you would) And I know you're sick and ****ing tired of it al And I don't wanna make up But I don't want bad blood (But I don't want bad blood)