Lyrics: Dhyani Gajjar
Music: Raag Sethi/Divyang Arora/Dhyani Gajjar
First day, the beginning of a new life
Thinking of all the things I would do right
The optimism levels were at a new height
Like a prison break into the moonlight
You know the kind of childhood excitement
Who knows what I’ll find, and I light up inside
But life had other plans
Oh I didn’t stand a chance
And I cried, and I lied
That I was alright
That everything was just fine
But I was losing my mind
All that time
Thursday, it’s been going on for a while
You stay away from me all the time
I ask you if everything is alright
You say, “Don’t worry, have a good time!”
But you continue avoiding me
I know there’s something you’re not telling me
I gave you endless chances
Now I just pass by, stealing glances
Oh I tried, lost my pride
Couldn’t stand upright
Lost my faith in living life
Oh I was losing my mind
All that time
I know you saw me crumbling
As you looked the other way
And I picked my pieces up, pieces up
As you smiled like nothing’s wrong
I know you saw me crumbling
As you looked the other way
And I picked my pieces up, pieces up
As you smiled like nothing’s wrong
And I cried, and I lied
That I was alright
That everything was just fine
But I was losing my mind
Oh I tried, lost my pride
Couldn’t stand upright
Lost my faith in living life
Oh I was losing my mind
All that time
But I’m a little better now
I care a little lesser now
I heal a little quicker now
Yeah I’m a little better now