Lyrics: Matthew Pantano
Music: Matthew Pantano
I hope I never see your face again
No pony ever wants to make things better
Why don’t you go and get out of my life
So we can just forget this pain exists
I never meant to hurt you quite like that
You took a part of me the day you left
I only wish that I could take it back
The pain in my soul ripping me to shreds
It’s paramount that something gives me life again
I want to feel loved again
'Cause there’s nothing I can do
This break down that I’ll have is long overdue
But I’ve been thinking
That there’s someplace I’d rather be
'Cause you’d be there and it’s all for me
But that can never be
'Cause you’re who I’m missing
I wish I could express myself like that
The way you trot about makes me feel bitter
I wanted to inflict my pain on you
I couldn’t stand the thought of you being better
You’ve been all of my firsts throughout my life
The feelings that I’ve had when we’re together
You’re all I’ve ever known and that’s just facts
'Cause holding your hoof just brings me back
I’m who you want
I do not know
I know you long for something true
What's a pony gotta do
'Cause there’s nothing I can do
This break down that I’ll have is long overdue
But I’ve been thinking
That there’s someplace I’d rather be
'Cause you’d be there and it’s all for me
But that can never be
'Cause you’re who I’m missing
I never wanted what we had to end
My sanity’s gonna break before it bends
That hole inside cannot be satisfied
You are the one that I want I’m begging you to try
'Cause I’m terrified
I can’t control this rage inside me
What I’d give to just hold you here again
And make amends
'Cause there’s nothing I can do
This break down that I’ll have is long overdue
But I’ve been thinking
That there’s someplace I’d rather be
'Cause you’d be there and it’s all for me
But that can never be
'Cause you’re who I’m missing