Lyrics: Ucheagwu Ganiru Othniel
Music: Ucheagwu Ganiru Othniel
I'm sorry for all of the times you wanted to talk but I was distant
I understand love is a choice; it's not just always about how you're feeling
I'm sorry for all of the times I used your words that I twisted
To fit my perspective and alter the narrative
All of the fault-finding, gaslighting, suicidal talk
You had to lie that you were alright, you were hiding-
All of your feelings and the truth
I'm sorry for using my sadness as a platform to abuse
Baby I messed up
Baby I messed up
Baby I messed up
But baby I'm sorry
I know I'm toxic and I talk shit
Too weak to face my problems
So I try to hide like an ostrich
But right now I'm being honest
I'm taking responsibility
All of these thoughts are killing me
All of the things you did for me
I was a liability (uh)
I never ever meant to use you
I always knew that I would lose you
'Cause I screwed me and I screwed you
In classes of pain, I schooled you
I never thought that I deserved you
But I never cared to say thank you
You were an angel, you were a blessing
I'm sorry I messed up