Hard for me to love

Lyrics: Medyk Medyk Music: Joel Carlos It's hard for me to love It's hard for me to love I don't want to lose you But if I stay,then I might lose me And if I had to choose,I never chose me So when the waves start getting close If I drown then let me go If you stay it overflows And I sink so you can float Maybe it's hard to love you Or maybe I'm hard to love But I was the only one who stayed when you had no one Maybe it's hard to trust you But I can't trust no one It doesn't meant that I don't love you It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love I love the trauma through the years I never heal from breaking ​My eyes are running out of tears from all the walls I've stayed in I've learned to love from all my fears So I'll never save it My black heart that's still remaining So when the waves start getting close If I drown then let me go If you stay it overflows And I sink so you can float Maybe it's hard to love you Or maybe I'm hard to love But I was the only one who stayed when you had no one Maybe it's hard to trust you But I can't trust no one It doesn't meant that I don't love you It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love It's just hard for me to love