What I Never Had

Lyrics: Doan Nhat Minh Music: Maribelle Anes Let’s talk hypothetical If round two was optional Would I run it back to you Or would I stay Right here where the wreckage is Straight from your abandonment The pain was metaphysical The time I wasted I could’ve gave all I know to someone else I know I'll be all good here by myself Nights like these got my mind in pieces I’m sick and tired of chasing a feeling I want love But the not the kind that breaks your heart I wanted us But if it’s gonna fall apart I don't want you back I don't need you bad I can't miss what I never had I want love But the not the kind that breaks my heart The opposite of temporary Yeah, that’s the kinda love I carry I ain’t about a hit and run I make you feel the one and only And you can check if necessary My exes in the cemetery I lay them down with lace and gold Even the ones I hate the most I hold them dear even though they put me through hell Could’ve saved all that lovin’ to myself Nights like these got my mind in pieces I'm sick and tired of chasing a feeling I want love But the not the kind that breaks your heart I wanted us But if it’s gonna fall apart I don't want you back I don't need you bad I can't miss what I never had I want love But the not the kind that breaks my heart You can save that bullshit Take out the emotion (uh huh) Loving you is useless I was dumb and clueless You can save that bullshit Take out the emotion (uh huh) Loving you is useless I was dumb and clueless ‘Cause I want love But the not the kind that breaks your heart I wanted us But if it’s gonna fall apart I don't want you back I don't need you bad I can't miss what I never had I want love But the not the kind that breaks my heart Oh oh Oh oh