confused obsessed

Lyrics: saikyo estral Music: saikyo estral ook at me cn u keep ur eyes on me? do u love me evn tho i always change? y kno im soft inside yk tht cant change tried almost everything n i couldnt relate coping wasnt the best way to keep sane now im solving a whole piece of my maze and i cant lie i found myself in more pain i feel so lucky bt im also not amazed this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time i got everything i wanted bt cnt find any satisfaction nothings changed my mind look back at my past when i went oo i was so excited wit everything oo maybe i was always this way truuu ik this is part of growth its all truuu ... developed trust issues dnt know whos who who knows everything ab this shit? you so y do i continue 2 give up my own truth? cs its better that way yeah its better that way yk its not better that way u wont grow this way look at me can u keep ur eyes on me? do u love me evn tho i always change? y know im soft inside yk tht cant change tried almost everything n i couldnt relate numb it out numb it out till it fades can u wait? can u wait? can u wait? cope with it cs u cant face pain no more hidin theres no gain this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time i got everything i wanted but cant find any satisfaction nothings changed my mind look back at my past when i went oo i was so excited wit everything oo maybe i was always this way truuuu ik this is part of growth its all truuuu