Lyrics: Lindsay Vinarsky
Music: Daley Thomas Young/Matthew Golledge
I don't know how I got like this
I wish I wasn't so helpless
But every time I tried to
I'm too paralyzed to
Get the poison off my chest
I didn't wanna fail again
Watch another ship sail again
I'm no good at goodbyes
I can't look in your eyes
You will never understand
If I was heartless
Well, that would make it easier to say the things I need to
But I run instead
I wish I was hollow
'Cause then the pill I have to swallow
Wouldn't choke me up
Infect my soul again
I wish it were easy
I hated that you think you need me
Said it from the start that I'm no good at love
Don't try to read me
Some books should stay closed, believe me
Please don't fall apart for what this never was
Water trails like rain
As another ship sails
I let another ship sail
Heads or tails, it always fails
As another ship sails
I let another ship sail
Water trails like rain
I don't know how I got like this
I wish I wasn't so helpless
But every time I tried to
I'm too paralyzed to
Get the poison off my chest
I didn't wanna fail again
Watch another ship sail again
I'm no good at goodbyes
I can't look in your eyes
You will never understand