Disappoint-Induced Emo Detach

Producer : SADBOISMOKEE Arranger : SADBOISMOKEE Background Vocals : SADBOISMOKEE Mastering Engineer : SADBOISMOKEE Mixing Engineer : SADBOISMOKEE Recording Engineer : SADBOISMOKEE Vocals : SADBOISMOKEE Remixer : SADBOISMOKEE Lyricist : Zhilin Luo Girl, I know I’ve been wastin' your time And I cross lines, yeah, that **** ain’t right Lately you stay in my mind all the time Got me stuck in this loop every night I know I’m someone insecure inside Act selfless, but that ****’s a disguise You don’t understand me, you’re disappointe', right? Or maybe you don’t give a damn, not even tonight Oh girl, tell me what’s on your mind right now How are you feelin' today, good or down? Lately I keep thinkin' we had somethin' real While I’m stresse' ’bout my **** up future You’re way better than I’ll ever be(better than I’ll ever be) It’s just me, I ain’t who I should be You don’t know I’ve been into you You’re so gentle and pure, it’s true That’s why I fell so deep for you But you’re too perfect, I can’t get through We never even starte' for real But somehow this **** already ende' Girl, now I chose to walk away from you And you never really did nothin' wrong(nothin' wrong) Lately I’ve been talkin' to myself But this **** just hurtin' too long(just hurtin' too long) I know I’m someone sensitive inside And I force' my way into your life You don’t understand me, you’re disappointe', right? Or maybe you don’t give a ****, I’m out of your sight My girl, I think I know what’s on your mind I showe' up again, yeah, bad timin', right? We never really had anythin' at all I gave you nothin' but still wante' it all It’s just me bein' delusional(me bein' delusional) I'm thinkin' I could make you mine, that’s all Now I know I should let you go(know I should let you go) I can’t keep lovin' you no more I’m insecure(cure) and I overthink(think) Too weak to fight, too fast to sink(sink) To you, I’m just doin' too much Some annoyin' ****, out of touch We were never meant to begin So how the hell could this be an end? Maybe one day you’ll hear this song(hear this song) You’ll be confuse' like what went wrong(what went wrong) When you tell your friends, you might get mad(might get mad) “Nothin' even happene',” that **** sounds bad Then you’ll realize it’s all in my head A story I wrote, words never said You might laugh, yeah, think it’s a joke How I made it deep when it wasn’t close I’m disappointe' in you ’Cause I made you better than truth I’m disappointe' in me ’Cause I twiste' you differently All of this came from insecurity，just **** up thoughts controllin' me So I guess I should walk away Keep my distance and let it fade Maybe we were never meant to meet anyway